Thursday, April 12, 2007

why does the whole world think i m wrong. because i m wrong. duh! stupid question.

anyways. i m gonna prove all u deepshits wrong man. u know theres always this thing about me that thought alot. but guess wad i thought wrong i really did. its like half the time u spend ur intelligence trying to worm ur way out of things ur supposed to do. ultimately, ur the only one hu thinks ur smart. haha. how ironic that it all seems so dumb.

anyways. believe it or not i almost almost shed a tear today. got scolded by two teachers, it almost seemed like i was some WWII POW that was tied and blindfolded and bullets just came at me. oh wells. the only difference was POWs didnt pon school and i wasnt blindfolded. and its funny how each and every one of us can perceive certain things, see certain things in ourselves. hope that everyone sees it too and hope even more that upon their realisation, they would overlook all the negative sides of us. haha. i just realised today thats the biggest load of crap. nicholas tan, wrong assumption.

i always thought that my quality of work would make up for the late work.
i always that the thing i had with words would make up for my limited participation
i always thought that the efforts i made would make up for the methods i was doing wrong
and i always thought ultimately, my way would work together to achieve all i wanted to achieve.

OMS! nictan. u absolute dumbass! hahaha. go ahead. take a laught. i take a bow. more like a bowing out.

oh wells. everything has failed. honesty is still the best policy. there aint no short cut to success. den u remember the R2D2, respect and responsiblilty, drive and determination. for me the latter two overshadow the former. way too much.

bummer. i guess everyone believes i can do so much more. i guess its like soccer aye. its like ur can be a great attacking winger but if u cant track back and defend, ur not gonna be a complete player. u can assume the goals u have the ability to score will carry u thru, cus there will be days where u find its gonna be difficult to score, where u find running at ur opponents are like running into brick walls, and u realise the essence of soccer is not just to score but also to not concede. and its only when we get this mentality right in life, den like a complete winger, we can truly fly.

and more often than not, u can have brick walls, drive and determination, maybe its gonna get u a goal once in awhile, but its gonna send u on a one man relentless pursuit where by the physics, we can say, no work gets done. but respect and responsibility, u dun learn to bash down these brick walls but u learn to have people take it down together with u. and thats the cornerstone.

R2D2, just like attack and defend. haha. and u dun need to be luke skywalker to see how useful it is. half an R2D2, is nothing but a broken droid.

|cowpoo| 3:35 PM|

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